16 May 2012

01 May 2012

sentiments...


You came unexpectedly
In a midst of simplicity
My senses were deceived
And failed to recognize your beauty
As time goes by…
We’re working as a team
Your talents were illuminated
By glaring smile and tenderness

Yes, I’m here
            I’m not blind
            I’m not deaf
            I’m not wooden
                        To appreciate your presence

Then my eyes were opened
And my inner being started to care
Every now and then I long for
Enough to capture my focus

But time was quite jealous
For it came for me to leave
My heart was extremely protesting
And tried to move against

Then I’ve come to realize
That you have your own run
And told me that you love
Someone other than me

It was difficult for me
To change the course I was trudging
Sleepless nights, worried days
Setting the course for me to move

How I wish
            I was blind
How I wish
            I was deaf
How I wish
            I was wooden
Insensitive enough to be deceived

Thank you for the friendship
Sorry for being not a good one.


08.18 06.10.2005

Re-post from my old blog site